For the past few years, Melodie and I have launched into the new year trying to identify a theme for the year to come. This theme is typically word or phrase that describes what we are believing God to do in us in the twelve months ahead. For instance, I named this year, 2009, the year of BREAKTHROUGH FAITH.
On Wednesday night, during the Thanksgiving Eve Service, Chris Griffin encouraged us to look back on the past eleven months and name our year 'in reverse'. The basic question was: What did God do in your life in this past year? What w
as He trying to teach you? In what ways did His grace flow into your experience?
Looking back, I would say this year was a year of MOMENTUM for me personally and in ministry. I felt like I was able to move faster and yet stay healthy. In some ways, I think the two themes fit together. I was working on BREAKTHROUGH FAITH (which is believing God even in spite of obstacles), and God was giving me MOMENTUM personally and spiritually.
As I evaluate this year, however, I think there is still some work I have to do in the BREAKTHROUGH FAITH area (not that any of us could actually truly perfect that one). The place where I struggle the most to keep believing in spite of obstacles is where PEOPLE are involved. It's easier for me to believe for breakthrough miracles when circumstantial issues are involved (finances, healings, direction, provision of some type).
Believing in people...that takes a unique type of faith. Relationships make life amazing. They also make life complicated. Our expectations get involved. We can be let down, betrayed, disappointed. Those we are believing God for have a FREE WILL and can resist what God is doing in their life.
Romans 4:18 says, 'Against all hope, Abraham in hope believed...'
This is the kind of faith it takes to see BREAKTHROUGH MOMENTUM in relationships. We have to believe in the promise of God, stand our ground on what God has said, even in spite of set backs and strongholds. We have to choose to believe that God is able to transform even if there is no immediate evidence than any change is happening.
And somehow, we have to do that without getting our expectations up so that we are not repeatedly devastated by the ups and downs of the process. We accept things as they are, and yet continue to believe for the things that can be by the power and promise of God.